Mary Ellen and Dave

I take many trips to Magee hospital for Dr.'s visits,labs or chemo. I enter the hospital knowing that each visit could be either routine or daunting. As I enter into the lobby my step quickens because the first place I go, no matter why I'm there, is to the windows where Dave and Mary Ellen sit. I met Dave and Mary Ellen because it is their job to process my lab documents. They interface with the public all day with grace and resourcefulness. For me they are an indomitable source of energy, encouragement, kindness and inspiration. They can transform a routine or a daunting visit into an uplifting experience just by the way they greet me, express their concern about my progress and tell me how great I look (even when I don't). They have given me strength and courage on days when I didn't even know I needed it. This Thanksgiving as I think about all for which I am grateful - Dave and Mary Ellen will be on the list.

More reasons for gratitude- My cancer marker (CA125) has dropped to 22 (35 is normal and we started at 574). My oncologist described it as "miraculous". He says he considers me in remission but we are still waiting for a normal CT scan. Treatment course is as follows: continue IP (10 treatments left with the last treatment on Jan 31). Next I will have 5 treatments of Avastin three weeks apart staring in mid February. Avastin is an experimental drug which destroys the blood vessels that feed the tumors. Dr. Krivack believes that it will soon be standard protocol for ovarian cancer and according to the chemo nurses the side effects are minimal. That puts us at the end of May for treatment so I'm tentatively scheduling my remission party for sometime in June. More details to follow. Tim and Kimberly threw us a celebration dinner last night. This news is extremely encouraging. A close second was the Steelers victory over Oakland on Sunday. Thanks to Kristin today for round two as my chemo buddy.

I wonder if my CA125 developments had anything to do with the stern conversation I had with G_d at the synagogue on Friday when I berated her for not sparing my eyebrows. I pointed out that I had been a damn good sport about losing my hair and I knew that eyebrows were within her discretion. I let her know in no uncertain terms that I was due for a break. Looks like she heard me.

Update: Thanks to my new false eyebrows I no longer look like an egg.

Next post will profile my new wig and brows!